Post by leanne martel on Mar 12, 2010 3:48:05 GMT -5
getting lost in a momentary dream,
THE SECOND TIME IS A HELLISH DARKNESS!
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[/justify]NAME,Leanne Lulusa Martel. Though her second personality simply goes by the name "Mary".
AGE,19
GENDER,Female
SEXUALITY,Heterosexual
GANG,HOLiCs
REASON WHY,Severe dissociative identity disorder. Her second persona - "Mary" - has an odd, blissful love for poisoning people. (See the "History" section.)
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[/justify]POSITIVE TRAITS,
- Highly intelligent
- Cunning
- Creative
- Strong-willed
- Curious
- Caring (Leanne)
- Brave
- Strong threshold for pain (physical and mental)
STRENGTHS,
- Concocting poisons ("Mary")
- Agility
- Strategic thinking
- Lying ("Mary")
- Drawing and writing (Leanne)
NEGATIVE TRAITS,
- Unpredictable
- Sadistic ("Mary")
- Tends to keep to herself
- Secretive
- Untrustworthy
- A bit naive (Leanne)
- Pessimistic
- Suppresses her emotions
WEAKNESSES,
- Getting truly close to or trusting anyone
- No self-trust or self-confidence
- Physically rather weak
- Holds grudges too easily - not necessarily "hot" angry grudges, but cold, unforgiving grudges
- Tries to keep herself numb to avoid feeling guilt (Leanne)
ADORE,
- Poisons ("Mary")
- Books (Leanne)
- Sleeping
- Testing her wits against others
- Tea
- Music
- Seeing new places
CONDEMN,
- "Mary" (Leanne)
- Leanne ("Mary")
- When she can't suppress her emotions
- Overly noisy or rambunctious people
- Bitter foods
- When her sleep is interrupted by nightmares
- Her father - she blames him for what she's become
FEARS,
- Older males (subconsciously, because of what her father did)
- Spiders
- Killing anyone else (Leanne)
DREAMS & GOALS,
- Getting rid of "Mary" (though it's visa versa from "Mary's" perspective) somehow and becoming who she feels she would've been had she never been abused
- Having a real family
- Becoming an artist
HOBBIES,
- Playing with poisons ("Mary")
- Writing or drawing (Leanne)
- Playing solitaire (sometimes obsessively)
- Humming to herself
HABITS,
- Talking to herself
- Occasionally having panic attacks
- Not being able to sleep, even though falling into slumber is the one time she usually finds peace
- Being dishonest
PERSONAL ITEMS,
- Silver charm bracelet - once belonged to her mother
- A journal where "Mary" writes down details about all of her poisons. Leanne doesn't know where "Mary" hides it, though.
- Another journal that she simply uses to draw or write in.
- Reserved
- Reserved
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[/justify]NATIONALITY,Mostly American, having been born in the U.S. However, she also has some Scandinavian from her mother's side, and French from her father's side.
FAMILY,Mark Martel - Father (Dead)
Janice Martel - Mother (Dead)
HISTORY,Leanne was born a relatively average girl into what looked like a wealthy and perfect family from the outside, but underwent repeated sexual abuse by her father. Her mother, who had her own issues and was too afraid of the financial pressure of living on her own, simply tried to pretend not to see it, despite the little girl's pleas. Eventually, she had to develop her own way of coping...which ultimately lead to severe dissociative identity disorder...and a new persona - "Mary".
The disorder is so severe that she can't remember what she does in her opposite personalities, but at first, "Mary" simply seemed like a strong, rough and distant persona created to withstand the constant abuse. However, one day, her parents unexpectedly and suddenly just died - their hearts ceasing to beat in the middle of the night. This perplexed the authorities, and Leanne - simply a terrified ten year old little girl - sunk into grief; even though the abuse was gone, she was all alone now.
Not having any of living family, she was placed into foster care, but it wasn't long until her foster parents suffered the exact same fate. The authorities tried a third time, but when the exact same thing happened again, they seriously started having to suspect Leanne, even though she was only fourteen now. Rumors started flying around that she was "cursed", bringing these strange, silent deaths with her wherever she went.
Continuously grief-stricken and scared herself, the authorities had no other option than to take her into custody themselves, even though they didn't believe any of it themselves and actually rather liked Leanne, who appeared to be hardly more than a sweet and unfortunate girl. Soon after, though, much to their shock, a security guard fell to the same death. But this time, they had it all on camera.
Turns out "Mary" had a penchant for slipping poison in people's drinks.
Even though Leanne herself was blissfully unaware, she created new, deadly, tasteless, and hard to detect poisons in her own rooms as "Mary", even going so far as to hide them from her other persona. When she would finish with a batch, she would test it out on whoever was around her, almost for what seemed like entertainment and satisfaction. Horrified, the authorities quickly realized that she could never have a real family now, and sent her off to the asylum.
EXTRA INFO,Leanne herself is terrified of "Mary". Whenever she finds of the poisons she makes, she always destroys them. Most of the time, she is in her Leanne personality for about 70% of the day, and "Mary" for about 30%. Occasionally days will pass where "Mary" will never surface. However, if she's under stress, angry, or afraid, it can cause "Mary" to appear instantaneously, and for longer periods.
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[/justify]ALIAS,TearsOfNightfall, Tears for short
HOW DID YOU FIND US,An advertisement on another board...to be honest, I can't remember from which board it was originally.
CHARACTERS,None - first character[color=238E68][b]GASAI, yuno[/b][/color] from [b]future diary[/b]
